looking back at the past is like staring at a different you in a mirror. You realize how much you have changed either for the worse or for the better.
This holiday,i've been reminiscing all those bitter memories and heartbreaking events that almost tore me apart.
This holiday,i've been reminiscing all those bitter memories and heartbreaking events that almost tore me apart.
Looking upon those myriad of trials i've been put through and mighty obstacles that i stood up to,makes me feel stronger,unstoppable and guaranteed that no one will rob me of that self-belief ,to be able to convince myself saying "you know what? you can do this,you can face this like a man,take it like a man and just cruise through it better than anyone else and just nail it" that kind utmost faith in yourself. People can criticize you,demoralize you,etc. you get my drift. but by the end of the day,you'll hit the sheets telling yourself why be so hard on yourself? you haven't done anything wrong. in fact,they're just those mean mean jerks who has nothing else better to do but to find fault with us,so why care about them? why not cherish what we have here right here,right now this instant? instead,we're wasting our precious time on those sad sad jerks who want to make people feel as bad as them.
Moment of contemplation.
*Pause*
Reality may hit us hard in the face like a really really mean bitchslap. buy hey,you know what? you let reality get his way once,get his way twice,it's lost forever. You'll start feeling powerless.
This guy named reality. *maniacal laugh* says that you dont get to have friends,people who love you for who you are and who will still support you through thick and thin,harsh times,happy times,all of it! well,you can tell him to back off,chill out and get a life. truth is,its all about perception. you see what you want yourself to see. If you think EVERYONE uses you as a tool,well,your brain says "oh yeah,im gonna make this dude suffer" and in the end,you become this sulking bastard who dwells on self pity in that abysmal abyss,never to crawl out again.
People come and go like a subway train. some leave,some stay with you till the end of time. You just have to look really hard and make a really really important choice - who to keep. The fact is,people walk out of your life like a subway transit every day. Cause' you cant keep people who wants to flap their wings in your face and fly away. There's always moments in life when you think he/she is the perfect person in your life and something unfathomable happens to all that,they're gone from your life faster than a stealth plane. making headlines and then off into the cloak of shadows,never to see them again. This makes us vulnerable,prone to getting hurt. And all this is gonna hurt all over again like a broadway show. People who are in your life now are there for a reason. be it the past,be it the present or even the future.
its every man for himself. behind all these masks and charisma only lies a handful of friends you can proudly proclaim as your besties. Some people do find them,some people do not. but you know which two people you can fall back on? your parents. they'll always be there,they never falter. they always give us their best,harsh or not,thats the way they love. they dont love our looks,our money,they love us for who we are. Its all you can wish for,all they've done for you,was always for the best. I'd hate to admit it. but most of the time they nag you about something,it's always the best thing to do at that point.
Just that i'm tired of living the ifs and what ifs in life. live in the now,never in the past,never in the future. just gonna live this life one second,one mintute,one hour at a time. let bygones be bygones,whats done cannot be reversed. what's there to do is rectifying the problem. cause' all that matter in hand is already so hard to handle,and yet we still engage in acts that beat ourselves up. what for?
Live like we're dying. *cheers Kris Allen*
Moment of contemplation.
*Pause*
Reality may hit us hard in the face like a really really mean bitchslap. buy hey,you know what? you let reality get his way once,get his way twice,it's lost forever. You'll start feeling powerless.
This guy named reality. *maniacal laugh* says that you dont get to have friends,people who love you for who you are and who will still support you through thick and thin,harsh times,happy times,all of it! well,you can tell him to back off,chill out and get a life. truth is,its all about perception. you see what you want yourself to see. If you think EVERYONE uses you as a tool,well,your brain says "oh yeah,im gonna make this dude suffer" and in the end,you become this sulking bastard who dwells on self pity in that abysmal abyss,never to crawl out again.
People come and go like a subway train. some leave,some stay with you till the end of time. You just have to look really hard and make a really really important choice - who to keep. The fact is,people walk out of your life like a subway transit every day. Cause' you cant keep people who wants to flap their wings in your face and fly away. There's always moments in life when you think he/she is the perfect person in your life and something unfathomable happens to all that,they're gone from your life faster than a stealth plane. making headlines and then off into the cloak of shadows,never to see them again. This makes us vulnerable,prone to getting hurt. And all this is gonna hurt all over again like a broadway show. People who are in your life now are there for a reason. be it the past,be it the present or even the future.
its every man for himself. behind all these masks and charisma only lies a handful of friends you can proudly proclaim as your besties. Some people do find them,some people do not. but you know which two people you can fall back on? your parents. they'll always be there,they never falter. they always give us their best,harsh or not,thats the way they love. they dont love our looks,our money,they love us for who we are. Its all you can wish for,all they've done for you,was always for the best. I'd hate to admit it. but most of the time they nag you about something,it's always the best thing to do at that point.
Just that i'm tired of living the ifs and what ifs in life. live in the now,never in the past,never in the future. just gonna live this life one second,one mintute,one hour at a time. let bygones be bygones,whats done cannot be reversed. what's there to do is rectifying the problem. cause' all that matter in hand is already so hard to handle,and yet we still engage in acts that beat ourselves up. what for?
Live like we're dying. *cheers Kris Allen*
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